Monday, March 31, 2014
last.
I know its selfish of me to say this now,
And i also know that its something thats againts the rules.
Probably it was you who lost sight of our "future "
and cut off our relationship.
and it was you who forced us back into being just friends.
You though that it was for my own good.
In the end, the one who wasnt able to return to being just friends,
was me.
Im seriously wishing you the best if you could find someone to love..
i really am. I can have peace of mind because you`re happy.
But on the other hand, eventhough i`ve been telling myself that i cant,
i`ve become unable to hold back the feelings welling up inside of me.
I want to be closer to you. I want.. to be with you more..
Im conpletely contradicting myself.
You cant be with me but i wan to be with you .
These feelings get stronger the more i try to erase them,
and i cant do anything about them.
But, there`s exactly one way how i can solve this problem.
I`ve deseperately racked my brain,
but this is the only option.
We`re going to return to how we were, before we met.
- By Nyan
10:16 AM
