Perhaps im not a person who show much feeling outside.
I do care, get jealous, get angry, get sad.
I just never show it.
Im just trying to avoid as much conflict as possible.
At the same time, i trust you.
But this naive thought truly is naive.

There are times,
the way u treat/care/worried me after this whole drama thing,
its make me really happy. At the same time,
its making me thinking myself " is there any chances of getting back after all this ? "
Or are you just entertain me when boredom strikes.
I keep holding back my feelings for you...
Because I don't want to get hurt any further.


Your tender, is like a needle pierced through my heart. It`s hurt.

I guess is better this way.
Better not interrupt you, You have your own world now.


P/S: Probably not going to stop blogging untill i let all my feelings out.





- By Nyan

Perhaps im not a person who show much feeling outside.
I do care, get jealous, get angry, get sad.
I just never show it.
Im just trying to avoid as much conflict as possible.
At the same time, i trust you.
But this naive thought truly is naive.

There are times,
the way u treat/care/worried me after this whole drama thing,
its make me really happy. At the same time,
its making me thinking myself " is there any chances of getting back after all this ? "
Or are you just entertain me when boredom strikes.
I keep holding back my feelings for you...
Because I don't want to get hurt any further.


Your tender, is like a needle pierced through my heart. It`s hurt.

I guess is better this way.
Better not interrupt you, You have your own world now.


P/S: Probably not going to stop blogging untill i let all my feelings out.





- By Nyan