No matter how i waited,
You wont be coming back.

And so,
I`m walking away from this miserable.
I think it`s time to be happy again.
Good bye.

=)





- By Nyan






















THANK YOU LOOOL .
HUPUPUPUPU






- By Nyan
Suuuup peeps.

Never had this crazy feeling for such a long time .
Chiong game untill 3am only sleep HUEHEHEHUEHE.

Metal Gear Rising PC Version. ZOMFG



















Really in love with this game for a long time since its out.
Played a few times last time and its making me wanted to play MOAR!
Now i can enjoy fulltime LOOL

Loveeee raiden HUEHEHEHEHE.
Contact list got one LOOOOOOOL


And so i was here reading back my own old blog,
cant stop giggling at myself about what i had wrote all those years.
It make me sound so stupid but its epic enough to make me giggle LOL.
Guess writing a blog to keep some memories arent that bad.




- by Nyan





Arghhhhhhhhhhhhh .

Things doesnt go well i wanted it to be .
Overprotective parents could be a problem LoL
But they just worrying about your safety dude .
You gotta understand
eventhough its kinda sad you cant make it =(

Feb is not my month i guess.
Hopes everything will be fine in March !
Cheers for the nyans HUEHEHEHE






Emo just aint my style but cant help it .




- By Nyan
Bah.

I guess hang out isnt really my style.
Trying to get myself busy by spending
most of the time hanging out with friends
when im done with anime.

I did had a wonderfull time with them
but something just aint right ... i wonder .

probably going to back to what i used to be.
An anti-social person might suit me best.


" Here with you now I’m good, still miss you
I don’t know what I can do, we can’t be true

This distance between us won’t ever be fulfilled
It tears my heart every time it shrinks "

- Pierce by OOR




- By Nyan





Perhaps im not a person who show much feeling outside.
I do care, get jealous, get angry, get sad.
I just never show it.
Im just trying to avoid as much conflict as possible.
At the same time, i trust you.
But this naive thought truly is naive.

There are times,
the way u treat/care/worried me after this whole drama thing,
its make me really happy. At the same time,
its making me thinking myself " is there any chances of getting back after all this ? "
Or are you just entertain me when boredom strikes.
I keep holding back my feelings for you...
Because I don't want to get hurt any further.


Your tender, is like a needle pierced through my heart. It`s hurt.

I guess is better this way.
Better not interrupt you, You have your own world now.


P/S: Probably not going to stop blogging untill i let all my feelings out.





- By Nyan
You were so close to me that i din't realize
That you were so far away.





- By Nyan
Back to blog.
This is the only place i could let all my feelings out.

Its being awhile .. How are you ?
Waited for your text but never onces.
I guess you`re totally fine without me around.


You took me into the box. Its fill with happiness and joy.
But you decided to walk out leaving me
and those memories behind.
If i knew this would happen,
I would never let you hold my hands.





- By Nyan

No matter how i waited,
You wont be coming back.

And so,
I`m walking away from this miserable.
I think it`s time to be happy again.
Good bye.

=)





- By Nyan