Friday, August 8, 2014
wonder.
I always wanted to love you being the real me.
I always wanted to embrace you being the real me.
I always.. wanted..
I wonder, would you ever look at me being the real me .. ?
Since you know the real me, will you able to look at me like how i looked at you ?
If i confess again, would you still say that staying as friends is better ?
We broke up and make up repeatedly, but that wasn't the real me.
So if it's the real me, will we be able to love again ?
I always dream that.. one day , you'll be able to look into my eye and whisper,
" I love you. "
- By shin
11:19 PM
Monday, March 31, 2014
last.
I know its selfish of me to say this now,
And i also know that its something thats againts the rules.
Probably it was you who lost sight of our "future "
and cut off our relationship.
and it was you who forced us back into being just friends.
You though that it was for my own good.
In the end, the one who wasnt able to return to being just friends,
was me.
Im seriously wishing you the best if you could find someone to love..
i really am. I can have peace of mind because you`re happy.
But on the other hand, eventhough i`ve been telling myself that i cant,
i`ve become unable to hold back the feelings welling up inside of me.
I want to be closer to you. I want.. to be with you more..
Im conpletely contradicting myself.
You cant be with me but i wan to be with you .
These feelings get stronger the more i try to erase them,
and i cant do anything about them.
But, there`s exactly one way how i can solve this problem.
I`ve deseperately racked my brain,
but this is the only option.
We`re going to return to how we were, before we met.
- By Nyan
10:16 AM
Sunday, February 9, 2014
=)
No matter how i waited,
You wont be coming back.
And so,
I`m walking away from this miserable.
I think it`s time to be happy again.
Good bye.
=)
- By Nyan
6:36 PM
Saturday, February 8, 2014
......
THANK YOU LOOOL .
HUPUPUPUPU
- By Nyan
3:36 PM
mgr
Suuuup peeps.
Never had this crazy feeling for such a long time .
Chiong game untill 3am only sleep HUEHEHEHUEHE.
Metal Gear Rising PC Version. ZOMFG
Really in love with this game for a long time since its out.
Played a few times last time and its making me wanted to play MOAR!
Now i can enjoy fulltime LOOL
Loveeee raiden HUEHEHEHEHE.
Contact list got one LOOOOOOOL
And so i was here reading back my own old blog,
cant stop giggling at myself about what i had wrote all those years.
It make me sound so stupid but its epic enough to make me giggle LOL.
Guess writing a blog to keep some memories arent that bad.
- by Nyan
1:16 PM
Friday, February 7, 2014
......
Arghhhhhhhhhhhhh .
Things doesnt go well i wanted it to be .
Overprotective parents could be a problem LoL
But they just worrying about your safety dude .
You gotta understand
eventhough its kinda sad you cant make it =(
Feb is not my month i guess.
Hopes everything will be fine in March !
Cheers for the nyans HUEHEHEHE
Emo just aint my style but cant help it .
- By Nyan
10:34 PM
....
Bah.
I guess hang out isnt really my style.
Trying to get myself busy by spending
most of the time hanging out with friends
when im done with anime.
I did had a wonderfull time with them
but something just aint right ... i wonder .
probably going to back to what i used to be.
An anti-social person might suit me best.
" Here with you now I’m good, still miss you
I don’t know what I can do, we can’t be true
This distance between us won’t ever be fulfilled
It tears my heart every time it shrinks "
- Pierce by OOR
- By Nyan
8:08 PM
